As I’ve experienced a traumatic miscarriage, I hesitated. I convinced myself I couldn’t handle, avoiding it at all costs. But now I’ve watched it, and I’ll never be the same again.
My Reaction
To be honest, it wasn’t as bad as I had imagined, but I felt severely nauseous the entire time. I am so thankful for the woman, Abby, who was brave enough to share her story with the world.
No one should be badgered into keeping quiet about injustice. No one should be threatened for telling the truth. Abortion is murder, but abortion is also a deceitful lie that needs to be rebuked.
Abortion
Abortion is NEVER the answer!! Putting a child up for adoption at least gives them a chance to live!
Keeping your baby will bless you in a way can’t even imagine right now. No financial hardships or multitude of diapers can compare with how much that child will love you, and how much you love them.
My Story
Having lost a baby myself, through miscarriage, the scene where the woman, Abby, loses her baby and tissue fell out in the bathroom, hit me hard.
That was me. After two days of cramping, spotting, and an ultrasound, the dreaded moment came anyway.
He was born on May 9, 2016.
I woke up in a pool of blood, screamed, “No God, NO!!” over and over again. I ran to the bathroom and my precious baby fell out of me. I went into shock and shook on the bathroom floor.
My husband took me to the ER, but not before I told him he was not allowed to flush that toilet.
They let me cry and talk to a nurse, but basically gave me strong ibuprofen and sent me home. I lost a baby, and that was it.
The Filthiest Burial
I was thankful for the doctor telling me not to try to find my baby – too tiny to find. I think that would have been even more traumatic for me.
Instead, my precious baby boy was buried by a flush, and taken to the sewer system. This memory haunts me to this day.
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This Has to Stop!
But to think someone would choose that on purpose, kills my heart every time. No one comes away from losing a baby the same. Either way the baby dies, the mother will never be the same.
Pray abortion clinics close for good. Pray abortions become illegal. But also pray for those who’ve aborted or contributed to abortions. God’s forgiveness is more than enough for them too.
Check out unplannedfilm.com or fortydaysforlife.com for more resources and information to make a difference!
Also, to read more on the subject, check out my previous blog post: Pregnancy and Infant Loss Awareness Month.